Today ended on a positive note after the weekend that just happened. I never ended up eating my chili for lunch but had some applesauce and OJ. I just wasn't that hungry. My neck was still sore so I didn't work out. For dinner I ate the leftover chili and grilled chicken for the next day or two. I harboiled eggs as well. I'll be working in Alpharetta the next two days which means I need to pre-prepare my meals. I know the team is staying in tomorrow for lunch but we're going out on Wednesday. I'm not sure where, but I'll stay paleo! I'm really hoping that my neck is better tomorrow, I want to get a workout in!
So my birthday is this Thursday - I'm not as excited about the actual day as I thought I'd be. I'm turning 25, and I really hoped a year after 'joining crossfit' (which includes my 6-8 months of being out of town and not committing myself to CF) that I'd be in a better shape then I am. Honestly, there's just this dress that I really want to wear - well 2 of them. They were gifts a year ago - I didn't look good in them/they didn't really zip up, and I don't look the way I want to in them now. It's disappointing and it just points out that I haven't done what I wanted to this past year. I failed not only myself, but people close to me. Well, at least I've learned from this challenge, as I've said time and time again, it's all about the choices you make. I plan (and this time it's in writing) to be a better me this time next year. Whatever that means, making better health decisions, being at a goal weight, having a better mile time etc. I plan to not let myself down again.
On the Happy Birthday note - I've been excited about trips before: the Bahamas, Mexico, etc, but I am darned excited about NY. This is going to a be a great trip!
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